Updated: Dec 22, 2019
Hey guys!! This has been a long time, and a lot bad happened... It's basically been a week where I've experienced both extreme happiness and extreme sadness:-(
I have a theory in life, that you are basically always either paying the price for a reward, or you're enjoying the reward. I've noticed that sometimes you pay the price first, and sometimes you get the reward first and pay the price later. But guys, I just personality feel that my price is always so much more painful and bigger than the reward. Usually I comfort myself by saying that there's a reason why I'm not getting the a reward, but I'm just not able to do it right now.
The thing is, my class changed!! And ofc, I am SO damn happy about that=)
And for the first few days, I was on cloud nine cause I fit in so well:-D
And then something happened... Something really sad and disappointing and that hurt me. The worst part was, I thought it would be something happy. And I want to be believe so freaking badly that it happened for a reason, but.. I just can't:'( I am just gonna keep hoping that the next chapter of my life will be better💫 And honestly, I do think it will❤
I was initially planning to post a really cheerful post, but since I don't feel cheerful at all, I didn't want to be a hypocrite and lie to you guys❤
Text, do or email me anytime. I'd love to help in any way possible:)